یادگاری ها

شعر ها و دل نوشته هایم

یادگاری ها

شعر ها و دل نوشته هایم


گفتم خلقش که تایید میکنند کار خوب را او حتما میکند و فقط هم لایک است و نباید مغرور شویم، تازه این که حتما باید بکند هم نیست اگه شرایطی باشه احتمالا جواب میده!!! ..... و جواب داد.... پس باید در طبیعت به دقت بنگرم! امیدارم برداشت درستی باشه چون نیتم این بود.

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می دانم این ها ربطی به او ندارد و اشتباهات خودمه که رنج تولید کرده... نباید به اون نسبت بدم.

خدایا از اینکه کسی غیر از تو متوجه رنجم شود بیزارم رنجم را بپوشان بگذار با عزت تحمل کنمش

تقاضای کمک نمی کنم چون مرا پر توقع میکند.

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Through my project to like people I woke up this morning whispering to myself of M.M to post a story! And it had happened! And I downloaded the instagram app to join again but I uninstalled it instantly to not hurt her! but I don’t know why! But suddenly I opened her story and it was this precept: ‘be kind, for everyone fighting a hard battle and if you want to know what people are all you have to do is …look!’

Some other perceptions:

1.      Even if you know the way you have to decide for your every single step and know that you won’t take the wrong one!

2.     Ove needed only a ‘L’

3.     After the day of thinking about loving others I woke up feeling extremely happy!


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What is the meaning of being yourself?

Features:   1) What’s the result? No envy ,self-dependent ,good understanding  ,wisdom(e.g.  

                            resolving contradictions,  good commenting                                                                                                                                                                 

                    2) What’s the sense? Better looking! and seeing , light headJ,happiness(و لا خوف)

                    3) What is (are) probable tool(s)? تخیل!

 

پ.ن: تخیل کلی تر از تصور است ( ابن عربی ) و حس و حال و صدا را هم شامل میشود

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Today I decided to let M.M away!

Supporting reasons:

1.      It had become an illness(mental and physical) and stopped the project

2.     Mr.Ahmadi nik’s advice

3.     Her attitude toward me!

4.     Her probable love for E.B

But it doesn’t mean everything is finished! I mean I don’t count it as a defeat! But I wanna let her away ( if she doesn’t do the 1 Mehr thing again!) to progress in the project.

And my subproject now is to let others away and be myself!! As lord told!


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A few days ago after my first TA session(and thinking about (واحلل عقده من لسانی I went to mosque and started to read Quran in loud voice! Suddenly I went to crying and some minutes later that verse came…

I think maybe it can help through being myself!!!

Like making poet!

Like writing!


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This Monday as I was walking through the Enghelab street I came to think that have I listened to God that I expect his help? Have I tried to be myself as Lord told me in ketabbaz event? I went to a good mood as was for my patient achievement . Suddenly I saw a book named ‘Dal-e-Doost-Dashtan’ in the vitrine of a bookstore! I went to buy that book! As I turned the pages I noticed that this book is not for my situation but at a glance I noticed دارم من از فراقش در دیده صد علامت so I looked more careful to the chapter and I realized that it was the same chapter read in the ketabbaz program show!! So I bought that book and I started to read it! In the first pages it told that should we surrender or wait for heavenly declarations?  Is being faithful rational? These were exactly my disturbances all this time!!! So I continued at home by the chapter named the same as the book title while I was holding a glass of water! The chapter started with that: water is water…  

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Recently I have encountered  many failures! it started just before the final exams and by the time I was curing my skin problem I went to an enormous   stress which destroyed me! I met the girl I loved right before the loading exam and she ignored me and that exam destroyed!! I cheated!! That girl ignored me in the stairway! my hair loss accelerated! My skin started to come to it's original state! My friends started to avoid me! I was in stress after exams too!I went to a huge contemplating I thought that maybe I'm not myself I live others! Maybe it's because of my guilt Maybe it's because I thought God would lead me through it! i thought maybe I should wait! I thought I should try harder for world! i thought maybe I should be more rational  I thought maybe we are machines!


Times when I felt comfortable were these:

1. by the installation exam I thought I should be more myself and not ask at exam and not think of how others do it!

2. by the time I thought I should wait and good things happened after that about being yourself and accept your loneliness and also not ask for others' help!

3.by the time in the metro entrance when I thought this events was(is) a punishment!

4.


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عاقبت یک استکان بی اجتهاد

 کوفت کردیم و بلایی رخ نداد!

#کیوان_محب_خسروی
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1.      I think maybe finding a way like perpetual motion can help me go forcefully through project! I mean I should first put the gasoline and fire it with match and the fire will spread automatically instead of fire everyplace with match!! Although it can produce fire!

2.     More precisely I should say that I look for automation! I think automation is our time first priority! I mean look at the science now! We make codes in different languages; we have robots, engines…

3.     I want to find the automation in human, with that we can face the problems without losing ourselves; we can reach our dreams without putting a lot of wasted effort like the match example!

4.     I think the way through the automation is magic!

5.     I think something unspeakable is the answer!

6.     I look for a determinism that comes from free will!(robot)!!

7.     My quest for “omol-al-fetne” was in this air.

8.     click here for wikipedia article


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