یادگاری ها

شعر ها و دل نوشته هایم

یادگاری ها

شعر ها و دل نوشته هایم

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If you break the chains you’re the Amir!

Everything  is shattered(and I’m shuttered!),  I have lost my reputation  completely , I don’t know if it is good or not but a feeling inside me says it’s good .

I have to start and I hope the God would help

I have to dump everything and everyone!

It’s absolutely hard and demanding.

I want to spend limit and arrive to ultimate part, I hate elasticity! I’m designed for rapture or rupture!

I don’t want to break because of creep! Help me my lord!

Of course there are still very hard dependencies on issues like M.M… but I hope god helps otherwise it will hardly damage me!

In February 27 I had a strange day!  I think I caught the  moment for a moment !!

 


۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 28 February 17 ، 10:10
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What I want to do now is to evade the noises, I want to settle down the dust and make the situation better for Amir! It’s not the goal and it won’t help to achieve outstanding result, but it will prepare the situation for my true thinking and emancipating my Amir.

One major problem will be others! They won’t get off my back even if I get off their back, as Woody Allen have also mentioned. But I have to be clever! In order to dump people I shouldn’t be nonchalant and majestic with them, I have to control it and manage it otherwise it will turn to a worse (vs. bad) disturbance.    

۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 21 February 17 ، 12:28
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Have you ever thought about the paradoxes in the world?

For example people don’t look at beautiful faces ….

They pay attention to trivial things more than principal issues!

They are happy with sad songs

….

What’s the main problem here? What’s the root?

I think this can come from our inner figments that are built for pleasure!

M.R memorizer says:

“Just do dust deposition till you can see”

The question is here, how to clean ourselves?

There are two major approaches that seem to work: 1. Active 2. Passive

……………………………………………………………………………

Now I want to do a little catharsis! A point that has to be said is that I can hardly remember the imagination faults! Because I think my other part has felt the badness of the action and…

It won’t be irrelevant to confess (compare with confide) that I’m afraid from being like the star of shutter island!

OK, let’s start:

1. I imagined M.M looking at me while I was speaking to H.L

2. I imagined M.M peeking at me

3. I imagined playing basketball in front of…

4. I imagined making subtle conversation with A.M and H.L

5. I imagined beating A.M

6. I imagined my family stand up for salute for me

7. I imagined hugging soli in front of M.M, also soli loves me! And he says in front of M.M that this man (me) is great!

8. I imagined having trip with soli and shooting under the water…

9. I imagined going with soli to Shafiee

10. I imagined having an uncanny gesture while speaking to soli

11. I imagined being loved by group of people from kindergarten to university

12. I imagined having loyalty to soli

….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 20 February 17 ، 11:37
JUST DO

امیرم کجایی؟!

دقیقا کجایی؟

I have to slay the Jabberwocky

I’m not this man!

I miss myself , I should cry for my lost!                                      

Where is my Alice?

من کجا خوابم برد؟

 

۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 17 February 17 ، 22:29
JUST DO

تنم افتاده خونین زیر این آوار شب اما
دری زین دخمه سوی خانه ی خورشید بگشادم


My body has fallen bloody under the night's debris but

I have opened a door through the sun's home..

۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 08 February 17 ، 13:58
JUST DO

It’s a really serious subject! It’s won’t get to result without action.

The point is here we don’t enjoy unless in loneliness! So why do we do that in public?

It’s very difficult to resolve this! I have to get to action to answer these problems!

What to do? {I’m suddenly thinking about  هین مبند آن را به سوگند گران was in line with the issue of freedom}

 

۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 05 February 17 ، 12:26
JUST DO

I really don’t know what to do! Should I use any lemma to solve the problem? How to defeat the ego?

My mind has been poisoned strongly recently! I hadn’t been so week as I am today , but what can I do ?

I remember my idea about the passive and active! I think it has a close relation to my freedom issue. It shows that the problem hasn’t solved yet, and they are getting united!

{I suddenly remembered the Einstein’s work of unifying the four forces!!} maybe I should unify my problems, maybe!

A strange voice whispers inside me about the relation between the union and freedom!

When would this puzzle complete? {As MR.Aghabayg said today}

Puzzle parts: dance, engross, freedom, transition, union,deception,break me,...

How to free not for a transient time?! Am I an addict? I think the desire should be solved , e.g. I have to manage a fundamental solution for it  .

Is joy the problem? What is death in mystic beliefs? How to kill it? Give it less honey and bread?  Replace it with a new joy? …

“ Let him continue on his journey …  

 

 

 

 

۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 05 February 17 ، 00:55
JUST DO

Why we don’t look at people who we love? Why? Why we think it’s bad that they think we care about them? Why there are such paradoxes in the world?

I think it has a root that is not necessarily dirty! What is the root? Maybe the root is freedom and the desire for it that is a human trait.


 

 

۰ نظر موافقین ۰ مخالفین ۰ 01 February 17 ، 19:34
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