1.It had become an
illness(mental and physical) and stopped the project
2.Mr.Ahmadi nik’s
advice
3.Her attitude toward
me!
4.Her probable love
for E.B
But it doesn’t mean
everything is finished! I mean I don’t count it as a defeat! But I wanna let
her away ( if she doesn’t do the 1 Mehr thing again!) to progress in the
project.
And my subproject
now is to let others away and be myself!! As lord told!
A few days ago
after my first TA session(and thinking about (واحلل
عقده من لسانی I went to mosque and started to read Quran in loud voice! Suddenly
I went to crying and some minutes later that verse came…