good omen

This Monday as I was walking through the Enghelab street I came to think that have I listened to God that I expect his help? Have I tried to be myself as Lord told me in ketabbaz event? I went to a good mood as was for my patient achievement . Suddenly I saw a book named ‘Dal-e-Doost-Dashtan’ in the vitrine of a bookstore! I went to buy that book! As I turned the pages I noticed that this book is not for my situation but at a glance I noticed دارم من از فراقش در دیده صد علامت so I looked more careful to the chapter and I realized that it was the same chapter read in the ketabbaz program show!! So I bought that book and I started to read it! In the first pages it told that should we surrender or wait for heavenly declarations?  Is being faithful rational? These were exactly my disturbances all this time!!! So I continued at home by the chapter named the same as the book title while I was holding a glass of water! The chapter started with that: water is water…  

bad omen

Recently I have encountered  many failures! it started just before the final exams and by the time I was curing my skin problem I went to an enormous   stress which destroyed me! I met the girl I loved right before the loading exam and she ignored me and that exam destroyed!! I cheated!! That girl ignored me in the stairway! my hair loss accelerated! My skin started to come to it's original state! My friends started to avoid me! I was in stress after exams too!I went to a huge contemplating I thought that maybe I'm not myself I live others! Maybe it's because of my guilt Maybe it's because I thought God would lead me through it! i thought maybe I should wait! I thought I should try harder for world! i thought maybe I should be more rational  I thought maybe we are machines!

Times when I felt comfortable were these:

1. by the installation exam I thought I should be more myself and not ask at exam and not think of how others do it!

2. by the time I thought I should wait and good things happened after that about being yourself and accept your loneliness and also not ask for others' help!

3.by the time in the metro entrance when I thought this events was(is) a punishment!

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Automation

                      

 

1.      I think maybe finding a way like perpetual motion can help me go forcefully through project! I mean I should first put the gasoline and fire it with match and the fire will spread automatically instead of fire everyplace with match!! Although it can produce fire!

2.     More precisely I should say that I look for automation! I think automation is our time first priority! I mean look at the science now! We make codes in different languages; we have robots, engines…

3.     I want to find the automation in human, with that we can face the problems without losing ourselves; we can reach our dreams without putting a lot of wasted effort like the match example!

4.     I think the way through the automation is magic!

5.     I think something unspeakable is the answer!

6.     I look for a determinism that comes from free will!(robot)!!

7.     My quest for “omol-al-fetne” was in this air.

8.     click here for wikipedia article