I have arrived to this (a station:)) that I shouldn’t sink my soul parts in the case of external conflicts I mean if I have a leg pain it is ridiculous to cut it . We have to forbear and carry our burden.
“Always we understand but sometime we don’t understand that we understand”
Writing desultory is a good method as Niche did.
S.R today totally destroyed me by 2 events:1. Konkur 2. Materials laboratory
M.M also won’t be mine… but I love…
Maybe that person doesn’t love me and it is a matter of their sickness but surly there is a minimum degree of love.