Today was virtually good I could have self-control. I went out without hands free. I didn’t comment on the classes! Concrete TA, although I had questions (steel in slab, maximum steel ratio) but I wait till I asked them privately. Structural analysis TA, again although I wanted to ask about the assessment but I defied the desire. Also I could somehow forbear looking at the mirror. Also I could shift through delusion to reality several times. I admit that s.s is an intelligent man according his silence for chatterers!
I tasted the joy of wrecking the ego and having hope for God!
I hope my Lord helps me in surveillance of my ego and finally obliterate it.
I hope my lord helps me deciphering the code of unity.