Pray

From recent events:  1.M.G    2.family dispute   

I concluded that I should pray and also it will have practical benefits on my profane life at least! I don’t reckon on other virtues that probably exist.

One major problem is this: Is it hypocrisy? Am I phony? (Absolutely! Because I want to call the GodJ )

One thing that is indisputable is that I have to be rogue otherwise it will get worse and I should see the other side! Everything is not rosy there! There is hypocrisy there, there is filth there, and there is trap there!

Let’s see what will happen if I start praying at uni:

1.       I will be on a high horse!

2.       Mokhlesses will come for me!

3.       Anyway I’m not a full Muslim and praying is an incarnation for it and may cause others to think more about what I am. And it’s clear that I have the faculty of vanity.

4.       There would be political impression over it.

5.       It will show me holy and pure whereas  I’m dirty!

OK, as I mentioned I have to be rogue! I will start praying experimentally and discretely and if God helps discreetly tooJ . If Lord wanted it I will continue!

“Anyway he is predator and I’m prey and preys must prayJ”