I'm back

Hello my dears!
I was busy in recent days I had 2 mid-term exams (fluid and soil mechanics) I was reading all day long , fortunately the result will be good.
I had hard days! It started last Wednesday after the soil mechanics TA  class . I went to an intemperate mood which was a mental collapse . The story begins while I started commenting on Madani's class : I said that girl...  I have a vague image of what happened but now I think I shouldn't  have been disturbed by that. Maybe Maudie was a reason maybe!...
The second episode was again with this class on the subsequent Monday that I again commented ....
I really don't want to scrutinize the reasons of that but the fact is that it faded my selfdom and my recent impressions of human destructive role on others but it proved that :)
Fortunately I overcame the feeling and now I'm writing this essay. But why I collapsed while I had those thoughts of people? A reason can be the ... [I said I don't want to scrutinize :)]
Lets come back to our project , my last clue was that we are simply what we are I mean If we are here we are here! By thinking about being in other place it won't work. I saw a post from Parviz yesterday that was about Socrates choking a person in the river... which was a good evidence of my idea!
Finally you have to have a great demand for what you want(as Socrates said to that man)